Tuesday, December 25, 2007

#4

Get a jewelry making business off the ground

#3

Get that Journalism Degree

#2

Register for the Journalism class at IUSE for the spring sememter.

#1

Make an appt. with a GYN and have all those tests done.

101 Things in 1001 Days

I read this and was totally captivated at the thought. I began a list, I am now at 69. It is hard, yet I find that I am adding really important pertenient stuff still.

I am going to keep track of them here and edit when I complete one.

I am also thinking about doing the 365 pictures...a pic a day for a year. Here too.

There is a book challenge I want to do also, so I think I will track it here also.

So here goes......First, change the name of this jnl.

Friday, August 3, 2007

Sunday Scribblings

Decisions that I have made and regretted. That is all that comes to my mind when I think of the word "decision".

And the very worst, the life altering, earth shattering, forever changed what should have been, was meant to be, the children I should have had, all that was destroyed with one mind boggling decision to drink and drive and in that brain numbed, altered pissed off state, I picked up a total stranger in a bar and then crashed my car and almost killed us both.

I was in a hospital for ten days, broken jaw, broken arm, cracked neck and a multitude of lesser injuries.

Nothing hurt or scarred me worse than my boyfriend telling me he could not forgive my indiscretion and he left me.

30 years later (30 years to the date tonight of the crash) I know that other things were wrong with our relationship. At the time I just blamed myself for everything.

I spent the better part of 20 years after that regretting that night and the consequences that befell me.

It did take me 20 years to be at a place where I could meet someone (that was not him) that I could let love me (who was not him) and accept that I deserved to be loved (by someone else).

I met him 10 years ago to the date.

August 3rd is either my tailsman or my fate.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Why do I have all these blogs?



I guess because I am so many different people. I actually have three blogs that I keep up, two blogs and one journal (lol). I'm not certain why this one shows up under my Blogger profile along with my primary, numero uno blog. I receive the occasional comment because of it, so I guess I should post to it every so ofter.

Wednesday was date night for DH and myself. We went out to eat at a Mexican restaurant close to our neighborhood, (it was just okay, I would not return anytime soon, but the margarita was delish). We went downtown and joined the throngs attending the Wednesday thing on the River.

I'm not certain this Wed. thing is every Wed., but when we find it (because Wed. is quickly becoming our date night) it is always cool. I wish we would learn to toss the chairs in the trunk. It would be prudent.

I am going to jump in the car as soon as DH arrives home and head towards Cherokee park. Yesterday I found the best area to walk/run/practice for the Mid-Summer. Oh, and to keep it up trying to loose some weight.

I'm pathetic.

I'm glad that I have this blog so I can just not care.